Maa - Beta : Ek Sacchi Kahani
Part 1
Main Hitesh. Bachpan se main apna Nana Nani aur Maa ke sath reh ke bada hua. Father na rehne ke karan mera Nana Nani kabhi kami nahi chhodi pyar aur support dene mein. Maa hamesha aapni mamta aur pyar se mujhe palan kiya. Nana ke pass paisa hone ke karan mujhe kabhi kuchh bhi cheez ka kami mehsus karne nahi dia. Main aise hi tej student tha. Iss liye sab log mujhe pyar hi pyar deta tha. Main badmasi bhi karta tha. But itna nahi jo ki bigde bachche karte hai. Chhota mota sararati karkat woh apni tarike se maaf kiya kar deta tha. But haan...mujhe hamesha achcha values aur morality ke sath ki pala woh log. Bahar zada logon ke sath mera dosti bhi nahi tha. Nana nani aur maa sab mera dost bhi tha. Aur teacher bhi. Dat ta bhi tha . Fir shikha ta bhi tha. Hum charon ek bonding se badha rehta tha bachpan se...yehi dekhte aya. Maine yeh suna ki mera pitaji gujar jane ke kuchh saal baad , mera nana nani mera maa ka dobara shadi karwa neke liye kosish kiya tha. Tab mera maa 23-24 saal ki thi. bahut sundar dekhne mein thi. Slim aur gori. Lambe baal tha unka. Paan ka patte jaisa muh ka shape. Unka aankh , eye brows , naak, hoth sab koi artist ka bana hua lagta hai. Barvi class tak padhi hai. Uske baad zindegi mein hadsa aur baad mein mujhe dekh bhal karke bada karne mein jut gaye. Mera koi mama aur mausi nahi. So nana nani ko wohi dekh bhal karte the. Ghar ka kaam bhi karte the , fir mujhe padhate bhi the aur time milta toh woh bade bade lekhak ke novel story padne mein ustad the. Ek beti hone ke karan nana nani bhi unko ghar mein rehne ka sab bando bast kar diya tha. Unko bhi book padne ka nasha lag gaya bachpan se. Baad mein woh ek hi cee tha jo woh apni khud ke liye ,apni mann ka khushi ke liye karti thi. Mera nani bhi itna old nahi the. But mera maa mera pitaji ka family nahi hone ke karan apna beta leke nana nani ka family ko hi apna family soch ke sab dekh bhal karti thi. Shayad uss mein unko khushi milti thi aur waqt bhi gujar ne ka tarika mila tha. Woh shant swabhav ki thi but hasi ka baton se hasta bhi tha aur tv mein dukh dard bhari film dekhke maus bhi ho jata tha. Kuchh log nana ji ke pass unko shadi karne ke liye proposal bhi laya tha. But kuchh mera nana ji..aur baki mera maa cancel kar diya. Starting mein nana nani maa se gussa karta tha . Maa ka jed ke liye woh bolte the ki sara zindagi padi hai tera, kaise gujaregi. Aur yeh bhi kehte the ki hitesh ko bhi to ek baap paane ka ichcha hota hoga. Baap ka pyar. But maa ka kehna tha ki agar woh kisi ko fir se shadi kiya toh woh admi apna adhikar dikhake mujhe tyag karne ko kahega aur nana nani ko chhod ke bhi jane liye kahega. Aab iss situation pe woh unke liye sambhab nahi tha. Woh mujh se dur nahi reh sakta , nahi ki nana nani ko akele chhodke aur kisi family mein jake apna grihsthi kar sakta tha. Maa ne mera muh dekh ke unka sab sukh khushi bisarjan dene ka faisla kiya tha. Nana nani dheere dheere unka baat maan ne laga , but andar hi andar future ko leke pareshan tha.
Issi beech main bada hote raha. Nana nani ko main bahut bahut pyar karta tha. Un logon se dur nahi reh pata main. Woh log mera duniya ban chuki thi. Sabse zada pyar karta tha maa ko. Unka sab kuchh mujhe bahut achcha lagta tha. Woh jo kahe, jo kare, jo khana banaye, jo kapda kharide mere liye..sab ...sab kuch mujhe achcha lagta tha. Itni achchi hone ke baad bhi unko zindagi bahut kuchh diya nahi. Fir kuchh cheez deke fir le bhi liya. Hamare sab ka khayal rakhna, sab ka jimmedari uthana mujhe unke liye ek adbhut pyar ata tha mann mein. Main kabhi unko dukh na dene ka kasam khaya tha mann mein.
Nana nani mujhe hamesha 'tum' kehke bulate the. Maa bhi. Lekin main nana nani ko 'aap' kehke baat karta tha. But maa ko hamesha 'tum' hi kehta tha. Hum sab ke beech ek bonding tha. Nana ka ghar kafi bada tha. Nana nani ek bada sa room mein rehte the. Main maa ke sath rehta tha dusri ek badi kamre mein. Ghar mein aur bhi teen room hai. Jo khali pada hai. Saman hai. But main jaise jaise bada hote raha mera ek study room bana. Fir main akela sone laga . Mera nana ek din ek room saaf safai karke khali rema stury ka saman aur ek bed laga ke woh room mera naam kar diya. Main bahut khush tha. Akhin mera bhi ek identity ban raha hai. Main ek individual bhi ban raha tha. yeh soch ke achcha lagta tha.
Main school mein kuchh dosti banaya tha. Dhere dhere main adolation period mein aya. Sex ke bare mein janna, opposite sex ke proti akrist hona...sab baki ladkon ke jaisa feel karne lagta tha. Un doston se main masturbate ke baare mein janne laga. Akela ek room milne ke karan main raat ko ekdin masturbate try kiya. But dar laga. Agar kisi ko pata chale toh. Sab kuchh socha, fir bhi uss din try kiya aur anadi jaisa karke khatam kiya. Mujhe itna achcha feel nahi hua. But haan..ek ajeeb khushi ka ek feelings se man bhar gaya tha. Kuchh din baad fir kiya. But same halat tha. Jab yeh baat ek dost ne suna usne mujhe ek book diya. Karreb ek mahina ho chuka pehla masturbate ke baad. Uss din badi dar dar ke woh kitab chhupake ghar laya aur intezar karte raha raat ka. Sab so jane ke baad main kuchh naya mehsus karne ka uttejana mein kaap raha tha. Har din ke tarah maa sote time aake dudh ka glass diya aur bistar thik karke mere pass aya. Main table mein pad raha tha. Unhone mera sar ke balon mein hath firaya pyar se main unko dekha aur woh muskurake good night bolke chali gayi. Har roj mujhe iss pal bahut khushi aur ma ka prati pyar ata hai. But aaj ek ajeeb uttejana mera sarir mein tha. Main intezar kar raha tha kab woh jaye aur main room lock karoon. Woh jane ke Thoda der baad main room lock kiya aur woh kitab nikala. Kitab kholtehi mera muh khula ka khula reh gaya. Woh ek pictures bhari book hai. Sex karte huye admi aur aurat ka pictures. Sab foreigners hai. Pehli baar yeh sab dekh ke itna uttejit tha ki jaldi hi mera nikal gaya.
Aise kuch din clata raha aur alag alag kitab milta raha. Lekin woh itna raw tha aur ek abdhut duniya tha ki woh cheez se mann hatne laga. Fir dheere dheere ek ajeeb tarika se mann uttejit hona chalu kiya. Raste mein koi ladki dekhke ya bas mein baithi koi ladki ka face dekh ke raat mein woh sochta tha aur masturbate karta tha. Aisa karne mein mann mein ek alag khushi mehsus hota tha. Jaise ki koi apna sahar ki ladki, apna jaisa atmosphere mein bada hua ek ladki ka sarir soch ke aur uske sath milan ka drisya kalpana karke mera kaam chalta tha. Sochta tha ki ekdin aisehi ek ladki mera biwi banegi aur uske sath main mann bhar ke sex karoonga.
Yeh sab ke baad bhi mera padhai mein koi kami nahi tha. Main achche result karke age badte raha. Ek sunday. Main ghar mein tha. Nana nani ke sath waqt bita raha tha. Maa ghar ka kaam kaaj ke lage huye the. Nani bhi ma ko help kar raha tha. Main yehi sab dekh raha tha sofe mein baithke ek sports magazine hath mein leke. Uss din kya pata kyun, main ajeeb nazron se maa ko dekha. Shayad yeh mera itna mahinon ka harkaton ka phal tha. But main jab unka gardan hila hila ke nani se baat karte huye dekha tab main unka kandha dekhke mann ajeeb nasha mein boond hone laga. Fir unka blouse aur saree ke beech ka pet nazar aya. Mera nasha lag gaya tha. Achanak woh bathroom se pair dhoke ke nikle. Saree thoda upar karke pakde the. Mujhe unka heels ke upar se ungli tak puri pair nazar aya. Sundar golgol heels hai aur sundar ungliyan. Ekdum light color ka nail polish laga hua hai. Main unka face nahi dekha. Bas yeh sab dekh ke nasha ho gaya..
Uss raat main jab masturbate kiya mujhe khali woh sab cheez nazar ke samne aya. Main bahut time leke ek ajeeb adbhut naye feelings ke sath ejaculate kiya. Aisa aaj tak nahi hua. Mujhe orgasm ke sath jo satisfaction mila woh life mein pehli baar feel hua. Uss raat ek gehri need aya.
Issi beech main bada hote raha. Nana nani ko main bahut bahut pyar karta tha. Un logon se dur nahi reh pata main. Woh log mera duniya ban chuki thi. Sabse zada pyar karta tha maa ko. Unka sab kuchh mujhe bahut achcha lagta tha. Woh jo kahe, jo kare, jo khana banaye, jo kapda kharide mere liye..sab ...sab kuch mujhe achcha lagta tha. Itni achchi hone ke baad bhi unko zindagi bahut kuchh diya nahi. Fir kuchh cheez deke fir le bhi liya. Hamare sab ka khayal rakhna, sab ka jimmedari uthana mujhe unke liye ek adbhut pyar ata tha mann mein. Main kabhi unko dukh na dene ka kasam khaya tha mann mein.
Nana nani mujhe hamesha 'tum' kehke bulate the. Maa bhi. Lekin main nana nani ko 'aap' kehke baat karta tha. But maa ko hamesha 'tum' hi kehta tha. Hum sab ke beech ek bonding tha. Nana ka ghar kafi bada tha. Nana nani ek bada sa room mein rehte the. Main maa ke sath rehta tha dusri ek badi kamre mein. Ghar mein aur bhi teen room hai. Jo khali pada hai. Saman hai. But main jaise jaise bada hote raha mera ek study room bana. Fir main akela sone laga . Mera nana ek din ek room saaf safai karke khali rema stury ka saman aur ek bed laga ke woh room mera naam kar diya. Main bahut khush tha. Akhin mera bhi ek identity ban raha hai. Main ek individual bhi ban raha tha. yeh soch ke achcha lagta tha.
Main school mein kuchh dosti banaya tha. Dhere dhere main adolation period mein aya. Sex ke bare mein janna, opposite sex ke proti akrist hona...sab baki ladkon ke jaisa feel karne lagta tha. Un doston se main masturbate ke baare mein janne laga. Akela ek room milne ke karan main raat ko ekdin masturbate try kiya. But dar laga. Agar kisi ko pata chale toh. Sab kuchh socha, fir bhi uss din try kiya aur anadi jaisa karke khatam kiya. Mujhe itna achcha feel nahi hua. But haan..ek ajeeb khushi ka ek feelings se man bhar gaya tha. Kuchh din baad fir kiya. But same halat tha. Jab yeh baat ek dost ne suna usne mujhe ek book diya. Karreb ek mahina ho chuka pehla masturbate ke baad. Uss din badi dar dar ke woh kitab chhupake ghar laya aur intezar karte raha raat ka. Sab so jane ke baad main kuchh naya mehsus karne ka uttejana mein kaap raha tha. Har din ke tarah maa sote time aake dudh ka glass diya aur bistar thik karke mere pass aya. Main table mein pad raha tha. Unhone mera sar ke balon mein hath firaya pyar se main unko dekha aur woh muskurake good night bolke chali gayi. Har roj mujhe iss pal bahut khushi aur ma ka prati pyar ata hai. But aaj ek ajeeb uttejana mera sarir mein tha. Main intezar kar raha tha kab woh jaye aur main room lock karoon. Woh jane ke Thoda der baad main room lock kiya aur woh kitab nikala. Kitab kholtehi mera muh khula ka khula reh gaya. Woh ek pictures bhari book hai. Sex karte huye admi aur aurat ka pictures. Sab foreigners hai. Pehli baar yeh sab dekh ke itna uttejit tha ki jaldi hi mera nikal gaya.
Aise kuch din clata raha aur alag alag kitab milta raha. Lekin woh itna raw tha aur ek abdhut duniya tha ki woh cheez se mann hatne laga. Fir dheere dheere ek ajeeb tarika se mann uttejit hona chalu kiya. Raste mein koi ladki dekhke ya bas mein baithi koi ladki ka face dekh ke raat mein woh sochta tha aur masturbate karta tha. Aisa karne mein mann mein ek alag khushi mehsus hota tha. Jaise ki koi apna sahar ki ladki, apna jaisa atmosphere mein bada hua ek ladki ka sarir soch ke aur uske sath milan ka drisya kalpana karke mera kaam chalta tha. Sochta tha ki ekdin aisehi ek ladki mera biwi banegi aur uske sath main mann bhar ke sex karoonga.
Yeh sab ke baad bhi mera padhai mein koi kami nahi tha. Main achche result karke age badte raha. Ek sunday. Main ghar mein tha. Nana nani ke sath waqt bita raha tha. Maa ghar ka kaam kaaj ke lage huye the. Nani bhi ma ko help kar raha tha. Main yehi sab dekh raha tha sofe mein baithke ek sports magazine hath mein leke. Uss din kya pata kyun, main ajeeb nazron se maa ko dekha. Shayad yeh mera itna mahinon ka harkaton ka phal tha. But main jab unka gardan hila hila ke nani se baat karte huye dekha tab main unka kandha dekhke mann ajeeb nasha mein boond hone laga. Fir unka blouse aur saree ke beech ka pet nazar aya. Mera nasha lag gaya tha. Achanak woh bathroom se pair dhoke ke nikle. Saree thoda upar karke pakde the. Mujhe unka heels ke upar se ungli tak puri pair nazar aya. Sundar golgol heels hai aur sundar ungliyan. Ekdum light color ka nail polish laga hua hai. Main unka face nahi dekha. Bas yeh sab dekh ke nasha ho gaya..
Uss raat main jab masturbate kiya mujhe khali woh sab cheez nazar ke samne aya. Main bahut time leke ek ajeeb adbhut naye feelings ke sath ejaculate kiya. Aisa aaj tak nahi hua. Mujhe orgasm ke sath jo satisfaction mila woh life mein pehli baar feel hua. Uss raat ek gehri need aya.
Part 2
Main hamesha ek difference dekha. Mera baki doston ki maa ke sath mera maa ka bahut antar hai. Woh log ek bhari bharkam maa maa jaisa hota tha, but mera maa un logon ka chhoti behen ya beti jaise lagti thi. Ek to umar bahut kam hai. Sath mein woh dekhne mein bahut sundar thi. Unko raste mein college jate huye aur ladion ki tarah lagta tha. But kisko malum ki unka mere jaisa ek beta hai aur unki zindagi mein ek bhayanak hadsa ho chuka hai..
Uss raat ke baad teen saal bit chuka hai. Main engineering mein first year mein admission le liya. Mere room mein aab computer agaya hai. Aur mera barvi class ka achchi result ke liye Nanaji mujhe ek chhota digital camera gift kiya hai.
Yeh sab changes se zada jo change hua woh hai main khud. Mera nana nani aur maa ke proti mera shaddha bhakti aur pyar , pehle jaisa hai. Jo sab lok dekhte hai. But andar hi andar mera maa ke proti mera ek dusry tarah pyar mann mein janam le liya. Kab kaise yeh sab hua , mujhe bhi pata nahi chala. Nahi ki kabhi kisi ko iss bare mein pata chalega. Main usko pyar se mere mann ka andar ka kamre mein chhupa ke rakha. Beech beech mein wahan se nikal ke akele uske sath mera sabse achchi waqt bitata hoon. Aur fir se wahan rakh deta hoon. Iss pyar ko main bayan nahi kar paunga.
Uss raat mera maa ka kandha, pet ka hissa aur pairon ko soch ke mujhe jo ek satisfied orgasm mila tha, uss ke baad dheere dheere mere mann mein maa ke liye ek adbhut pyar jagne laga. Naki woh keval sex se sambanddhit hai,...woh mera mann ka khushi ka sabse bada adhar hai.
Haan...uss din ke baad aaj tak main jab bhi masturbate kiya, mera khayalon mein sirf woh hi aate hai. Aur koi kabhi entry nahi le paya aaj tak. Main dheere dheere unko alag nazariyan se dekhna suru kiya..but sab ka nazar chhupake, even maa ko bhi aaj tak pata nahi chala. Woh aaj bhi hamesha ke tarah sote time ek glass dudh leke ate hai, bistar thik karwake mere pass ati hai aur sar ke baal pe pyar se ungliyan fitari hai. Aur thoda der baad ek pyari su smile ke sath good night kehke chale jate hai. Main jab unko soch ke hilata hoon, toh mera tann mann ek nashe mein bhar jata hai aur mujhe sab se zada santusti milta hai.
Maa hamesha light color nail polish pasand karte hai. Jab bhi woh kisike ghar shadi ya aur koi program mein jati thi toh unhone halka sa make up laga leti thi. Halka lipstick unka hotho ko aur bhi khubsurat bana deti thi. Mere sath mera badi didi jaisa lagta tha. Aur nana nani ke sath lagta hi nahi tha ki woh unka beti aur main pota.
Kuchh din pehle tak main mera maa ka har posture apni akhon se kayed karta tha. Unka tasvirein keval mera aankh se hi khichta tha, unki jane anjane mein tar tarika ka tasvir mera dimag mein set kar leta tha. But mujhe camera milne ke baad main uss se photo khichta hoon. Sab ka pics leta hoon. Nana nani ka bahut pics leta hoon..any time ..for any reason.... Sath mein maa ka bhi....digital hone ke karan kabhi kabhi maa ke anjane mein unka bahut photo khicha. Main sab photo PC mein rakha hai. But specially mera maa ka sab photo main ek secret folder banake chhupake rakha hai. Jo keval mere liye hi hai. Uss folder me maa ka har tarika ka photos hai. Haste huye, gussa ke time, udasi ke photos, pyar bhari jhuki hui nazar ka pics, batein karte waqt ka pics, kaam karne waqt ka photo, mere sath pics hai jo nanaji click kiya. Aur baki kuchh joit photo se keval maa ka pic cut ke alag kar liya. Aisa bhara hua hai mera PC maa ka photos se. Aab main har raat jab maa dudh ka glass deke chale jate hai aur sab so jate hai, main woh folder khol ke maa ko dekhta hoon. Unka har ada gaur se dekhta hoon. Aur ek sapne me dub jata hoon. Maa ke liye pyar ubhar ke ane lagta hai. Tab main ahista se pant ka zip nikal ke apna penis nikal ta hoon. Woh aab aur bhi bada hone lagta hai. Mera muththi bhi kam padta hai. Apna paanch ungliyan se usko tight pakadta hoon aur maa ke sath milan ka pyari drisya kalpana karke dheere dheere hilane lagta hoon. Aab pehle jaisa anadi ke tarah nahi karta hoon. Apna sukh pane ke liye khud hi shikh gaya kaise santusti milta. Mera lund bahut mota hai. Aur uska agli portion sbase zada mota aur round shape ka hai. Samne ka portion flat hai. Mera dekha hua baki lund ka pictures jaisa agli bhag patla hoke pointed type nahi. Thoda sa dumbell ka kinare jaisa hai. Lambai normal hai. Jab orgasm hota hai tab woh agli bhag ka cap aur ful jata hai aur muththi ke andar ane mein atak jata hai. But main orgasm ke time ankh bandh karke maa ke sarir ke andar mera virya chhodne ka sukh prapt karta hoon.Mera dost jab Hitesh ko poocha tha ki woh internet sex mein addict hua tha kya kabhi? Uss ne bataya ki uss ko kabhi wahan jane ka jarurat nahi pada. Woh apna khud ka create kiya hua ek duniya bana ke uss mein hi santustu prapt karta tha. Aur kya chahiye iss ke lawa!!! But haan Hitesh ne yeh bataya tha ki jab woh MP jake job join kiya aur uska shadi tay ho gaya, tab shadi ka date se pehle jitna din mila tha , woh sab din woh net se kuch sex education liya tha...kyun liya tha... iss bare mein main time hone mein bataunga.
Aab kahani mein ata hoon Hitesh ka jubani mien. Issi tarah life chalta raha. Aur main engineering ka last semester mein pahuch gaya. Mera result achcha ho raha tha. Padhai mein main koi dhila nahi diya. Jab nana nani aur maa mera itna khayal rakhta hai, itna pyar dete hai, toh main kyun na un logon ko khush hone ka mauka na doon !! Mera padhai se sab khush tha. Main bhi normal ladka hi tha. Dekhne mein bhi thik thak tha aur sarir ka structure bhi achcha tha. Padhai ka pressure aur raat ka fantasy sex world ke karan main baki student se thoda matured lagta tha. Ekbar main maa ke sath ghar ka kuchh shopping tha..toh main maa ko help karne ke liye unke sath ek super market gaya tha . Wahan mera ek class mate mera maa ko mera behen samajh ke baat kar raha tha. Jab ussko bataya ki yeh mera maa hai, toh usska muh ka halat kya hua tha , aaj bhi mujhe yaad hai. Mera achcha khasa ek manly appearance ke karan, college mein kuchh ladki class mate mere sath close hone ka koshish karti thi. Main kabhi bhi..aaj tak kisike uppar weak nahi hua , flirting bhi karta nahi tha. Woh log do char din mein samajh jata tha aur mere se dur hone lagti thi. Mujhe aapni maa chhodke kisi ko bhi achchi nahi lagti thi. Iss liye shayad main aapni maa ka hi pyar mein pada. Woh woh khushi ka khabar mera dusri kaan tak bhi nahi pauchhaya kabhi bhi. Mann ki baat mann me hi rehta tha.
Mujhe yeh bhi malum tha ki mujhe ek din aise hi ek dusri koi ladki ko shadi karna parega. Nana nanai ka ek matra pota aur maa ka ek beta hone ke karan mujhe malum tha, main mann me jo bhi soch ke roj khush hui na kyun, mujhe ekdin ek ladki ko chunna padega mera biwi banane ke liye. Tab mujhe ek dar bhi ata tha. Kyun ki main janta tha mera penis aur baki sab ka jaisa nahi. Yeh bahut mota aur age ka cap bahut bada round shape ka hai. Fir ejaculation ke time to woh cap ful ke aur bhi bada ho jata hai. Main kaise apne biwi ke sath sex karoonga. Yeh soch ke main kabhi kabhi mayus ho jata tha. Agar woh ladki mera lund apni chut mein na le paya toh!!! Agar mera lund thik se andar comfortably adjust nahu hua toh!! Agar woh dard se mujhe dur rahe toh!! Kaisa hoga pati patni ka milan!! Kaise mera family ka agli pidi paida hoga!! Tab kisko batayenge yeh sab problem ka baat!! Kaun samjhenge !!! Yeh sab soch ke dar lagta tha. Lekin aaj 27 saal ke umar mein ake ek baat mehsus hua. Pati -patni ka milan se jo sukh mujhe aur mera biwi ko milta hai , bahut kam soubhgyawan hai , jiss ko waise sukh pratp hota hoga.
Uss raat ke baad teen saal bit chuka hai. Main engineering mein first year mein admission le liya. Mere room mein aab computer agaya hai. Aur mera barvi class ka achchi result ke liye Nanaji mujhe ek chhota digital camera gift kiya hai.
Yeh sab changes se zada jo change hua woh hai main khud. Mera nana nani aur maa ke proti mera shaddha bhakti aur pyar , pehle jaisa hai. Jo sab lok dekhte hai. But andar hi andar mera maa ke proti mera ek dusry tarah pyar mann mein janam le liya. Kab kaise yeh sab hua , mujhe bhi pata nahi chala. Nahi ki kabhi kisi ko iss bare mein pata chalega. Main usko pyar se mere mann ka andar ka kamre mein chhupa ke rakha. Beech beech mein wahan se nikal ke akele uske sath mera sabse achchi waqt bitata hoon. Aur fir se wahan rakh deta hoon. Iss pyar ko main bayan nahi kar paunga.
Uss raat mera maa ka kandha, pet ka hissa aur pairon ko soch ke mujhe jo ek satisfied orgasm mila tha, uss ke baad dheere dheere mere mann mein maa ke liye ek adbhut pyar jagne laga. Naki woh keval sex se sambanddhit hai,...woh mera mann ka khushi ka sabse bada adhar hai.
Haan...uss din ke baad aaj tak main jab bhi masturbate kiya, mera khayalon mein sirf woh hi aate hai. Aur koi kabhi entry nahi le paya aaj tak. Main dheere dheere unko alag nazariyan se dekhna suru kiya..but sab ka nazar chhupake, even maa ko bhi aaj tak pata nahi chala. Woh aaj bhi hamesha ke tarah sote time ek glass dudh leke ate hai, bistar thik karwake mere pass ati hai aur sar ke baal pe pyar se ungliyan fitari hai. Aur thoda der baad ek pyari su smile ke sath good night kehke chale jate hai. Main jab unko soch ke hilata hoon, toh mera tann mann ek nashe mein bhar jata hai aur mujhe sab se zada santusti milta hai.
Maa hamesha light color nail polish pasand karte hai. Jab bhi woh kisike ghar shadi ya aur koi program mein jati thi toh unhone halka sa make up laga leti thi. Halka lipstick unka hotho ko aur bhi khubsurat bana deti thi. Mere sath mera badi didi jaisa lagta tha. Aur nana nani ke sath lagta hi nahi tha ki woh unka beti aur main pota.
Kuchh din pehle tak main mera maa ka har posture apni akhon se kayed karta tha. Unka tasvirein keval mera aankh se hi khichta tha, unki jane anjane mein tar tarika ka tasvir mera dimag mein set kar leta tha. But mujhe camera milne ke baad main uss se photo khichta hoon. Sab ka pics leta hoon. Nana nani ka bahut pics leta hoon..any time ..for any reason.... Sath mein maa ka bhi....digital hone ke karan kabhi kabhi maa ke anjane mein unka bahut photo khicha. Main sab photo PC mein rakha hai. But specially mera maa ka sab photo main ek secret folder banake chhupake rakha hai. Jo keval mere liye hi hai. Uss folder me maa ka har tarika ka photos hai. Haste huye, gussa ke time, udasi ke photos, pyar bhari jhuki hui nazar ka pics, batein karte waqt ka pics, kaam karne waqt ka photo, mere sath pics hai jo nanaji click kiya. Aur baki kuchh joit photo se keval maa ka pic cut ke alag kar liya. Aisa bhara hua hai mera PC maa ka photos se. Aab main har raat jab maa dudh ka glass deke chale jate hai aur sab so jate hai, main woh folder khol ke maa ko dekhta hoon. Unka har ada gaur se dekhta hoon. Aur ek sapne me dub jata hoon. Maa ke liye pyar ubhar ke ane lagta hai. Tab main ahista se pant ka zip nikal ke apna penis nikal ta hoon. Woh aab aur bhi bada hone lagta hai. Mera muththi bhi kam padta hai. Apna paanch ungliyan se usko tight pakadta hoon aur maa ke sath milan ka pyari drisya kalpana karke dheere dheere hilane lagta hoon. Aab pehle jaisa anadi ke tarah nahi karta hoon. Apna sukh pane ke liye khud hi shikh gaya kaise santusti milta. Mera lund bahut mota hai. Aur uska agli portion sbase zada mota aur round shape ka hai. Samne ka portion flat hai. Mera dekha hua baki lund ka pictures jaisa agli bhag patla hoke pointed type nahi. Thoda sa dumbell ka kinare jaisa hai. Lambai normal hai. Jab orgasm hota hai tab woh agli bhag ka cap aur ful jata hai aur muththi ke andar ane mein atak jata hai. But main orgasm ke time ankh bandh karke maa ke sarir ke andar mera virya chhodne ka sukh prapt karta hoon.Mera dost jab Hitesh ko poocha tha ki woh internet sex mein addict hua tha kya kabhi? Uss ne bataya ki uss ko kabhi wahan jane ka jarurat nahi pada. Woh apna khud ka create kiya hua ek duniya bana ke uss mein hi santustu prapt karta tha. Aur kya chahiye iss ke lawa!!! But haan Hitesh ne yeh bataya tha ki jab woh MP jake job join kiya aur uska shadi tay ho gaya, tab shadi ka date se pehle jitna din mila tha , woh sab din woh net se kuch sex education liya tha...kyun liya tha... iss bare mein main time hone mein bataunga.
Aab kahani mein ata hoon Hitesh ka jubani mien. Issi tarah life chalta raha. Aur main engineering ka last semester mein pahuch gaya. Mera result achcha ho raha tha. Padhai mein main koi dhila nahi diya. Jab nana nani aur maa mera itna khayal rakhta hai, itna pyar dete hai, toh main kyun na un logon ko khush hone ka mauka na doon !! Mera padhai se sab khush tha. Main bhi normal ladka hi tha. Dekhne mein bhi thik thak tha aur sarir ka structure bhi achcha tha. Padhai ka pressure aur raat ka fantasy sex world ke karan main baki student se thoda matured lagta tha. Ekbar main maa ke sath ghar ka kuchh shopping tha..toh main maa ko help karne ke liye unke sath ek super market gaya tha . Wahan mera ek class mate mera maa ko mera behen samajh ke baat kar raha tha. Jab ussko bataya ki yeh mera maa hai, toh usska muh ka halat kya hua tha , aaj bhi mujhe yaad hai. Mera achcha khasa ek manly appearance ke karan, college mein kuchh ladki class mate mere sath close hone ka koshish karti thi. Main kabhi bhi..aaj tak kisike uppar weak nahi hua , flirting bhi karta nahi tha. Woh log do char din mein samajh jata tha aur mere se dur hone lagti thi. Mujhe aapni maa chhodke kisi ko bhi achchi nahi lagti thi. Iss liye shayad main aapni maa ka hi pyar mein pada. Woh woh khushi ka khabar mera dusri kaan tak bhi nahi pauchhaya kabhi bhi. Mann ki baat mann me hi rehta tha.
Mujhe yeh bhi malum tha ki mujhe ek din aise hi ek dusri koi ladki ko shadi karna parega. Nana nanai ka ek matra pota aur maa ka ek beta hone ke karan mujhe malum tha, main mann me jo bhi soch ke roj khush hui na kyun, mujhe ekdin ek ladki ko chunna padega mera biwi banane ke liye. Tab mujhe ek dar bhi ata tha. Kyun ki main janta tha mera penis aur baki sab ka jaisa nahi. Yeh bahut mota aur age ka cap bahut bada round shape ka hai. Fir ejaculation ke time to woh cap ful ke aur bhi bada ho jata hai. Main kaise apne biwi ke sath sex karoonga. Yeh soch ke main kabhi kabhi mayus ho jata tha. Agar woh ladki mera lund apni chut mein na le paya toh!!! Agar mera lund thik se andar comfortably adjust nahu hua toh!! Agar woh dard se mujhe dur rahe toh!! Kaisa hoga pati patni ka milan!! Kaise mera family ka agli pidi paida hoga!! Tab kisko batayenge yeh sab problem ka baat!! Kaun samjhenge !!! Yeh sab soch ke dar lagta tha. Lekin aaj 27 saal ke umar mein ake ek baat mehsus hua. Pati -patni ka milan se jo sukh mujhe aur mera biwi ko milta hai , bahut kam soubhgyawan hai , jiss ko waise sukh pratp hota hoga.
Mera final exam se pehle mujhe campusing me hi job mil gaya. MP mein. Ek bahut bada engeneering construction company. Indian mein purana company me se ek hai.
Uss din ghar me jab yeh news diya , toh sab khushi se jhum utha. Iss liye nahi ki mujhe salary milega, woh log khush tha iss liye ki ek ladka, jiska baap bachpan mein chal base, usko uska nana nani aur maa palke ek independent admi bana diya. Aab lagata hai ki woh logon ka duty khatam ho gaya. Nana ka pair chuya to woh mujhe gale laga liya. Nani ka pair chhuya to woh mera sar pakad ke sar pe hath rakh ke ashirwad dene laga. Nana nani bahut bhabuk ban chuke the. Khushi se aankh namm hoke chak chak karne laga. Aur dono bahut sare batein kare ja rahe the. Maa ek side mein khadi hoke yeh sab dekh rahi thi. Jab main maa ke pass gaya, maa kuchh bola nahi. Lekin unke ankhon mein main jo pyar aur khushi dekha, woh unke pass barkarar rakhne ke liye main khushi se jaan bhi de sakta hoon. Main unka pair chhuya to woh mujhe pakar ke gale milne gaye. But main 5'11'' ka tha , woh 5' 5'' ki, toh unka sar mera gale ke pass kandhe mein tik gaya. Woh mujhe pakad ke rakha kuchh moments. Fir chhod ke mera dono gaal ko dono hath se padak ke, ankho mein bahut sara pyar leke aur hothon mein khushi ka smile leke mujhe dekha . Fir mujhe nana bulaya to main unke pass gaya. Maa aur nani kitchen mein chali gayi mere liye kheer banane ke liye. Yeh ek cheez hamare ghar mein hota tha. Jab bhi kuch khushi ki mahal hota tha to ghar mein kheer banta tha. Main kheer bahut pasand karta hoon. Aaj bhi MP me mere ghar me kheer ka parampara jari hai. Mera beti bhi kheer ka bhakt hai.
Uss raat sab sone ke baad jab main maa ka tasvir kholke maa ko dekh raha tha, mujhe sham ka yaad aya. Maa mere gaal pakad ke mere taraf ek pyar bhari ankhon se jo nazar diya tha, woh innocence se mera pyar aur bad gaya. Main un me se kho gaya aur mujhme madhosi chha gaya. Main jhuk ke comp screen mein khula hua maa ka ek big close up picture ke pass gaya. Aur aankh bandh karke dheere dheere unki lips ke sath mera lips milwaya. Mera badan mein current sa khel gaya. Pura badan kaanpne laga. Main jhat se zip kholke apna lund ko pakda. Aaj mera lund ek dun ful ke, khada hoke, fus raha tha. Main usii fuli hui lund ko pakadke zor zor se jhatka dene laga. Aur lips mein fir se kiss karne laga. jaldi hi orgasm ke taraf pahuch gaya. Main sidha hoke baith ke full speed se hilane laga. Mera pura body se nichor ke sab virya lund ki nali bhar ke teji se bahar ki taraf ane laga. Main aankh bandh kiya . Orgasm charam seema mein pahuch gaya. Just mera virya nikal ne se pehle mera muh khul gaya , hawa lene ke liye main muh upar ke taraf kiya aur mera muh se nikal ne laga ''Manju....I love u I Love U my darling Manju '' aur lund se virya chhitak chhitak ke girne laga.
Uss din ghar me jab yeh news diya , toh sab khushi se jhum utha. Iss liye nahi ki mujhe salary milega, woh log khush tha iss liye ki ek ladka, jiska baap bachpan mein chal base, usko uska nana nani aur maa palke ek independent admi bana diya. Aab lagata hai ki woh logon ka duty khatam ho gaya. Nana ka pair chuya to woh mujhe gale laga liya. Nani ka pair chhuya to woh mera sar pakad ke sar pe hath rakh ke ashirwad dene laga. Nana nani bahut bhabuk ban chuke the. Khushi se aankh namm hoke chak chak karne laga. Aur dono bahut sare batein kare ja rahe the. Maa ek side mein khadi hoke yeh sab dekh rahi thi. Jab main maa ke pass gaya, maa kuchh bola nahi. Lekin unke ankhon mein main jo pyar aur khushi dekha, woh unke pass barkarar rakhne ke liye main khushi se jaan bhi de sakta hoon. Main unka pair chhuya to woh mujhe pakar ke gale milne gaye. But main 5'11'' ka tha , woh 5' 5'' ki, toh unka sar mera gale ke pass kandhe mein tik gaya. Woh mujhe pakad ke rakha kuchh moments. Fir chhod ke mera dono gaal ko dono hath se padak ke, ankho mein bahut sara pyar leke aur hothon mein khushi ka smile leke mujhe dekha . Fir mujhe nana bulaya to main unke pass gaya. Maa aur nani kitchen mein chali gayi mere liye kheer banane ke liye. Yeh ek cheez hamare ghar mein hota tha. Jab bhi kuch khushi ki mahal hota tha to ghar mein kheer banta tha. Main kheer bahut pasand karta hoon. Aaj bhi MP me mere ghar me kheer ka parampara jari hai. Mera beti bhi kheer ka bhakt hai.
Uss raat sab sone ke baad jab main maa ka tasvir kholke maa ko dekh raha tha, mujhe sham ka yaad aya. Maa mere gaal pakad ke mere taraf ek pyar bhari ankhon se jo nazar diya tha, woh innocence se mera pyar aur bad gaya. Main un me se kho gaya aur mujhme madhosi chha gaya. Main jhuk ke comp screen mein khula hua maa ka ek big close up picture ke pass gaya. Aur aankh bandh karke dheere dheere unki lips ke sath mera lips milwaya. Mera badan mein current sa khel gaya. Pura badan kaanpne laga. Main jhat se zip kholke apna lund ko pakda. Aaj mera lund ek dun ful ke, khada hoke, fus raha tha. Main usii fuli hui lund ko pakadke zor zor se jhatka dene laga. Aur lips mein fir se kiss karne laga. jaldi hi orgasm ke taraf pahuch gaya. Main sidha hoke baith ke full speed se hilane laga. Mera pura body se nichor ke sab virya lund ki nali bhar ke teji se bahar ki taraf ane laga. Main aankh bandh kiya . Orgasm charam seema mein pahuch gaya. Just mera virya nikal ne se pehle mera muh khul gaya , hawa lene ke liye main muh upar ke taraf kiya aur mera muh se nikal ne laga ''Manju....I love u I Love U my darling Manju '' aur lund se virya chhitak chhitak ke girne laga.
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